today is not a good day. friday wasn´t a good day either, because collin had a new surgery on his belly.
it was catastrophic for everybody, even doctors and nurses. nobody expected what they have found in his belly. they have done everything they could.
to cut a long story short, our little one will have to take a new path the next days, his path is one way only and allows only one traveller.
the pain is strong, it is not easy to write at the moment and it won´t be easy to withstand this sad time.

from now on our blog will be "paused", for a few days, until we will have accompanied our sweet baby on his path with dignity, without pain, until we are allowed to do that.

for the meantime i turned off the light.